I am happy. I'm very happy. I found someone to be happy about and I have found something I want to cherish. I love Nicholas. I truly do. I really want to be with him and I am working hard to be with him. He is the reason I am how I am. I am stronger, I am more confident, I am feeling a lot better about myself and not scared to stand up for myself. I am in love. I am in love. I am in love. I love you Nicholas.